Showing posts with label Montreal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Montreal. Show all posts

Jul 28, 2010

Only the millions of last moments



"But not to call me back or say good-bye"
I wish I could of shared this magic moment and oh so many, many others
with you and others in our families...
"It's been a prevalent notion. Fallen sparks. Fragments of vessels broken at the Creation.
And someday, somehow, before the end, a gathering back to home.
A messenger from the Kingdom, arriving at the last moment. But I tell you there is no such message, no such home -- only the millions of last moments . . . nothing more. Our history is an aggregate of last moments."

— Thomas Pynchon (Gravity's Rainbow)
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I'm so very sorry your moments were wrought with pain.
you sought not to feel,
I wish you the peace you sought a lifetime,
My ♥ has missed you, & always will,
I'll always remember the good times,
You & me in my room, music, talking,
seeing the connections & revelations about you,
Teta,
The music we taped together for celebration
The artistic talent you had, the drawing I still have,
Always cherished
Christmas in the snow, climbing dirt hills
the smell of mortar and bricks,
Your banana handle bar bike :)
and the ribbons flying,
Jack as a puppy, grown & chasing us, I was such a chicken
Marrying too young and once too many,
Playing staying alive in your room..
Meeting you @ the Grecian yearning,
The Rathskeller,
You never were & shall never be far,
Mario to my Maria,
Maria to your Mario
You'll always be in my heart.
I wish you the peace, and the freedom you never had.
I love you, you deserved so much better,
& if only
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Circa 1962 ? December 7th
Look where?
02/07/1960 - 07/27/2010
RIP ☦ MK
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