Found you

And I was incredulous, then angry, that you've been doing a music blog and I knew nothing, worried, convinced you've fallen into some dark abyss forgotten all about me caring on this end... I was incensed I lit my cigarette but the darn thing was empty rolling my own you see but not hand rolling... so I light the thing and poof ~ did I once have nose hairs? Yes women have them too, don't put me on a pedestal I am living material and we all know (i hope) what the prerequisites are to be that.. I knew then that I must stop being angry you've a right to forget me and to live your life, so I say to my Ego bear up & FACE IT you are forget-ABLE... yes I am. Divine is mine The Wife without The Sign. Acute degree Conferred on me— Empress of Calvary. Royal all but the Crown— Betrothed, without the swoon God gives us women When two hold Garnet to garnet, Gold to gold— Born—Bridalled— Shrouded— In a day Tri-Victory— “My Husband” Women say Stroking the melody, Is this the way? By: Emily Dickinson Create your free world visitor maps

Rose hips and vase

My newest challenge is shooting myself.... I find it difficult, ok more then difficult thus perfect to proceed for what is life worth if not a challenge at times. First the part on how to t focus on something that's just not yet there and how to make sense of it all as an amateur.

Sure it's easy enough to get myself as the dof.. so I went for this state of semi undress it was my best option to challenge my propriety, for I can be shy .... so on with the challenge now how do I focus on myself when I am not there (not a problem when I have cam in hand shooting in the bath mirror you understand) .. perhaps I over think it.

Or maybe not, either way I have come to realize that most self images I've seen in  the

land of self are most likely done by others, I mean those amateurs, in their

overly professional poses and photos... the pieces just do not fit.  "A lie will travel halfway round the planet,

whilst the truth is still putting on it's shoes" I believe Mark Twain said that, but no doubt there is someone somewhere that will happily covet it as their own...

Worked with Graphic converter for a ghostly mirror image and less of me to see, see '~]) 

this is original but for colour changed to sepia..

↘ Am I a tart then mmm not in my mind just pushing the fear